WOAH! IM POSTING!

Heh, so I haven't posted since the beginning of this school year. I feel so guilty for that...really.
Life has been okay recently and is on a crash course for the worse. WOOT? maybe idk.
So many things have been happening, so many new things, people who I've met like 6 months ago are now my closest friends (coughcoughyouknowcoughwhoyouarecough)
Things that I would have never expected to happen are happening, and maybe good things do fall apart for better things to fall together.
It's like every time something super good happens, a bad thing happens to counter it, and despite that, I find it perfectly fine. As long as it doesn't end up killing me or someone I love, I really don't want to mind any of the bad things anymore. Sure, I know, I'm probably going to give up on that and be a hypocrite and rant my ass off about something on my next post, for now, I want to maintain this Utopia-esque view I have.
I think I haven't been posting because it's hard to post when you don't have anything super dramatic or super bad thats going on in you're life. And recently, my life has been fluxuating in the positive side of things, that I think are special enough to be something only I and whoever is there will know about. Yes, that happens to be another one of my secret motto's or whatever. The greatest things in life cannot be captured in a photograph, in a description, in a sculpture, a painting, a song, or any of the sort, why? because any of those will never be able to explain the meaning and feeling when those special moments occur.
Sure, you'll never know if they even happened without any evidence, but as long as you believe in these things and believe that they have happened, its something that will be engraved into your memory and you will be able to cherish it, for yourself through your own experience and not through something you've written.
Wow, that was like...a positive rant in it's own.
Winter break comes in 15 school days and 22 total days. Really, who can ever wait for break? My christmas plans? Well here's some:
1) Get out of my home lol
2) Spend time with friends and maybe family
3) See the Rockerfeller center tree
4) Go iceskating
5) Spend time with sangmi (yes she deserves her own category on this list)
6) Sleep
7) Remotivate myself with reasons to wake up each morning (although the need to pee and a certain someone help lmfao)
8) Have a snowball fight
9) Sing a christmas carol
10) Successfully eat a candy cane (they usually end up falling T.T)
11) Build a snowman!!!!
12) Make a snow angel!
13) Make someone happy ^.^
14) Be happy!
15) Get a certain someone for Christmas ;D
16) See a movie (lmao!)
17) Get a chocolate syringe
18) Drink hot chocolate, tons of it
19) Get a haircut (maybe, maybe)
20) Dress up for christmas! =D

Wow thats a large list ^.^
But I really love winter activities though I hate the cold.
Anyone want to do any of these things with me? My entire vacation is free except for New Years Eve, Christmas Eve, and Christmas. That means 8 days for activities! 20 things in 8 days! I'm gonna be busy!
AND OH GOD!
I need to get people christmas gifts. Tell me what you people want for christmas ^.^!
If you dont, you're going to end up getting a candycane or two, and thats just too normal and unspecial. =P