I felt like writing.

So I felt like writing. And this is what i wrote:

Don’t ask me who I am
For I am in the wind that goes through your hair as you fly on the swings
The loving glance that mothers give
The fire that burns in the middle of winter, waiting for Santa Clause to come
The cookies that bake in the oven; slightly burnt on the outside but chewy inside
The taste of water.

The red tint on new love’s cheeks
The weeds growing in the cracks of the sidewalk
The words that never get pronounced the ways they should
The diluted taste of soda when the ice melts
The realness of dreams.

So random. I didn't even know what I was writing. I just felt like writing.
I feel like smiling. I feel like crying. I feel like im torn between emotions.
I'm confused about what I want to say.
So I'll just keep rambling.
Things were better back then. Things are always better sometime back then.
Back then is nonexistant by anything other than your memory.
Photographs don't explain back then. Videos don't replay your experience of back then. Back then is a lie.
But back then will always be better.

My wall is very white. So plain. So clean. So readily taintable.
Maybe one day, I'll take a paintball gun and shoot some color onto it.
Maybe the wall is like me. Maybe the wall is what i want to be. Maybe the wall is what I should be. Maybe the wall is what I'm not. Maybe the wall is what i will be.

If everything were to disappear, we would eventually question their existence in the first place. If my chair were to disappear, eventually I would think that it was my imagination that decided to make me think that there was a chair there.

Colors. Vibrant colors bring things to life. Does that mean that black cats are not alive? Does that mean that white dogs are not alive? What is a vibrant color?

Is life symbolic? Am I a metaphor for the world?
What is the meaning of life? The desire to continue living on?
All things come to an end, in one way or another. Things forgotten, die.

Let's go and have a party while we can. Let's live like there's no tommorow just because. Let's dream about waking up cause it will. Let's scream like complete maniacs cause we can. Let's dance like losers cause we are. Let's flip out at smallest things to show we're alive. Let's let loose just because we will.
(Boys Like Girls - Great Escape)

Find something in the world that won't disappear. Take that, and bungee jump into life with it. Just don't take the bungee cord. See how far you can go before you realize you'll die once you hit the ground.
(Linkin Park - In The End)

dot dot dot dot dot
something something mayday
dot dot dot dot dot
somethign something
tic toc
something something
tic toc
lmao lyrics fail but its in korean =P
(Brown Eyed Girls - Sign)

Listening to --> Big Bang - We Belong Together

Music is a passion, it's a hobby, it's a collection. Music is my lover.
(Skye Sweetnam - Music is my boyfriend)

Life won't stop for you, keeping up's all you ever have to do.
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Listening to --> Teresa Teng - Wo Zhi Zai Hu Ni

Im in a loving mood XD
end post nao!!